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Lately I have been wondering, "what happened to me?"

Upon enrolling at the university, I had no clue. Then given only one choice, I am now a chemist. Now, a bachelors degree and half a masters later, second thoughts have percolated to my consciousness.

With my career choice came the loss of all the activities dear to my heart. If the stress level does not recede soon, the crazy will get to me. Everyone will then be right. It was too much, too fast, too hard, too soon, and I was too weak. This is my greatest fear.